’90 Day Fiance’: Fernanda Wanted to Slash Wrists – Blames Jonathan for Suicide Urges

90 Day Fiance star Fernanda Flores says she wanted to slash her wrists and commit suicide while with Jonathan Rivera. In a lengthy video, she claimed she was in an abusive relationship with Jonathan. Fernanda maintained that her short-lived marriage with the real estate agent was nothing short of a nightmare. According to Fernanda, her living situation with Jonathan was so bad, she contemplated suicide. Was Fernanda being honest on her so-called “truth”? Or was it just another publicity stunt?

90 Day Fiance: Fernanda Flores Accuses Jonathan Rivera Of Being ‘Abusive’

Looks like Fernanda Flores was in the mood to get revenge on Jonathan Rivera. The 90 Day Fiance celeb took to YouTube earlier today and uploaded what she declared to be her “truth”. In her self-produced, 44-minute long video, she made some serious accusations on Jonathan Rivera, which drew mixed reactions online.

In particular, Fernanda talked about how Jonathan abused her verbally, mentally, and even physically. According to Fernanda, Jonathan would call her names and throw hurtful words at her every time they have an argument. Fernanda said there were times when Jonathan labeled her “ungrateful” and “lazy”. She also claimed that he even made her feel like she’s “not attractive to him anymore,” which negatively affected her self-esteem.

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Fernanda Alleges Jonathan Physically Hurt Her

Aside from verbal and mental abuse, Fernanda Flores also accused Jonathan Rivera of violence. The 90 Day Fiance star alleged that her ex-husband “put his hand on [her]” multiple times in the past.

Fernanda recalled an incident where Jonathan was so “drunk and high,” he was physical with her.  The Mexico native asserted that a jealous Jonathan grabbed her arm and dragged her inside the car. She added that while on the road, he “pushed [her] face out of the window”.

Another time was when Fernanda purportedly spotted a condom wrapper on Jonathan’s belongings. She claims she confronted him about it and things escalated quickly. The reality star says her former spouse “grabbed [her] from the neck” and “pushed [her] into the wall” while yelling it wasn’t his.

90 Day Fiance News: Fernanda Claims She Suffered From Depression

The 90 Day Fiance alum claims her “abusive” marriage with Jonathan Rivera took a toll on her. The 90 Day Fiance celeb claimed she suffered from depression because of it. Fernanda said she badly needed professional help at that time but her then husband was just not taking it seriously.

In the same video, Fernanda insisted she’s been trying to tell Jonathan that she needs to go to therapy. However, Jonathan allegedly has other priorities and focused only on his work and fame. “He did not have my best interest in mind,” she added.

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Fernanda Thought About Ending Her Life?

Perhaps the most shocking revelation on Fernanda Flores’ supposed “truth” was her suicidal thoughts. The 90 Day Fiance star said she was at the lowest point of her life and considered about ending her life.

In the clip, Fernanda said she wasn’t herself for months and has no motivation to live. She didn’t even have the appetite to eat and felt really sad all the time. She claimed she was in a very bad situation that she thought about cutting her wrist with a razor. Eventually, she got the therapy she needs with the help of her dad Edgar.

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90 Day Fiance Update: Fernanda Says Jonathan Has Always Been A Cheater

Fernanda Flores continued her tirade with allegations that Jonathan Rivera never changed his womanizing ways. The 90 Day Fiance alum recalled the time when she saw a woman’s underwear on Jonathan’s drawer during her first day in America. She claimed that the incident was only one of the many proofs of his cheating.

Fernanda alleged that just a week after the infamous underwear scene, she found more sexual stuff on Jonathan’s belongings. Apparently, she discovered sex toys, x-rated movies, and pornographic photos. At one point, she allegedly found an empty condom wrapper on Jonathan’s office stuff.

She also accused Jonathan of engaging in sexual conversation with multiple women online. And, She claimed that Jonathan received a lot of attention from female fans. She added that he would reach out and flirt with some of them.

Fernanda ended her video with a dramatic scene of herself walking freely in Chicago, reminding her that she “[doesn’t] have to worry anymore”. So far, Jonathan has yet to react on the video.

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